Why do we Christian Americans feel that we deserve such rights? Why do we hold on to security and with all of our strength try to control every aspect our life?

Why do I do that? God commanded, Charisse, let Go...Let Go!!!

Being an American I have to fight matieralism and keep asking God to deliver me from myself and all the things that I want. Oswald Chambers said, "My goal is God Himself, not joy, nor peace, nor even blessing, but Hmself, my God."

Matthew 10:39 is the dominating theme in my life right now. "Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it."

I want to let go and let GOD!